Kari38

This is two years in the makeing already I have failed it three times and now have a phobia of taking the test. I know I can drive properly its just I get nervous in the car with someone who is testing you. I told my friend for her birthday present I would try and get it again nut now I am in school and so There is no time to get it. I want it soon!

I have this one convenient friend that drives me crazy and I dont like spending time with her. She really brings my spirit down and I start to absorb bad habbits that I don’t want to have. I’ve become so comfortable with always going to hang out with her its just I am miserable after I do but I’m scared to go out on a ledge and call someone I havent hung out with before.

There are alot of people I would like to hang out with but can’t remeber how to get that ‘in’ in. I will start becoming more open to opportunities and get out of my comfort zone to speak with people. As long as I present myself as a valuable person people will want to come to me. Or at least I hope!

I have this bad habit of always keeping what I’m thinking inside. I get worried about how people will react to what I really want to say so instead of speaking my mind I avoid all confrontation. Doing this really weakens who I am and how much I belive in myself. I need to realize that I should be more important to myself then others. It sounds selfish but I need that strengh of self-confidence to get me through trials in my life.

Social Consequences like being grouped into a catagory by others, or getting a reputation that you don’t agree with, Or being the bad guy all scares me but I have to stop worring about how others classify me and start wondering how I want to classify myself.