Karmabytz

That would be the most awesome picnic location ever!

In the two week time period between when my Dad got sick and his death, I drove to visit him nearly every day before work. I’m so thankful we had this time to spend together and say what we needed to say.

If you can really call it a loss… my new view on death came as a result of my father’s death in May. I really got to thinking about it, and seeing it first hand helped me to understand that life and love are everlasting. The soul never dies, we just change form. Source energy is eternal. So I feel very comfortable now with the prospect of life’s end here on earth. The Universe also lined up everything perfectly so that my mom and I were surrounded by just the right people during this time. I have never felt so supported as I did throughout this experience. I am truly blessed.

my family is notorious for marrying lots of times but I’m going to be the one who stops the curse. It is not in my fate to get married more than once. Somehow I just know.

Skin cleared up and I fit into my skinny jeans again! The best part was knowing I had the will power to do it for 10 days straight without slipping up once. I have to say, however, that I didn’t really feel any different during or afterwards. Maybe I’m just healthy anyhow.

The weirdest one this week was when a girl friend of mine I’ve known since I was ten asked me to marry her. And I said yes, but later decided I couldn’t go through with it because I wasn’t in love with her, and that I preferred my boyfriend over her. Then the next night I dreamt I was telling her about the dream and she showed me the ring which made me think it had been real after all.

earthquakes are fairly normal. It’s been a while since the last one, but I’m ok with that. They used to really freak me out when I was a kid but they don’t so much anymore.

I hear this place has some crazy energy. I would like to see it for myself, since I’ve only studied it in a pre-Columbian art history class. I’d also love to meet some shamans while I’m out there.

to turn the credit around using my prepaid credit card. I guess I could do one of those free credit reports to see where I stand. I was going to, but since I moved a lot, they needed me to mail in forms. I printed them out and promptly misplaced them. I guess it’s time to get on top of this.

I’ve decided to put $100-200 into a secret savings account every month. I never touch this account so it’s the perfect place to hide money from myself. The trick is depositing the money before I spend it.

Still waiting for it to sprout, but am very happy with the two little rows I created on the side of our house. I am expecting beets, carrots, cauliflower, lettuce, beans and peppers. =) Yay!

I’m so excited to finally have a way to rebuild my credit score!

I was surprised after dreading my hair that most people didn’t even say anything about it or notice. (Especially my dad!)

in jr. high school. I hated running then. I do it now and again these days if I find a place that’s scenic enough to distract me from the task of running.

Looks like I’ll be going to NY all expenses paid! Can’t complain!

I got a Magic Bullet for Xmas- early. I’m ready to go home and try it out! Yay!

First my dear kitty cat passed away, and then two weeks later my half-brother’s mom passed away, with whom I was very close. Both of these taught me a lot and changed my outlook on death somewhat. Gaining a more realistic perspective- it’s just another step on the cycle of life. We are all connected by love, no matter which plane we live on, earthly or other.

I’m doing research on guided tours through Ireland with Contiki. I did a Europe tour with them and had a fantastic time! Also got some recommendations for times to go and places to see from people I know.

I wrote a little story about a relative who recently passed and read it out in front of everyone. This was one of the most difficult speaking engagements I’ve had, since I was crying when I did it.

I have also been participating at seminars and going up on the stage and speaking into the microphone. This was a huge fear of mine but I just went up there and did it! I totally benefitted from it too.

it also has a lot to do with the other person. I’m finally with someone who has their stuff together and is in a place, emotionally, to be able to engage with me in a real loving, mature relationship. This one will last!