i’m really quite scared to follow my natural instincts….i have been following what i think i should do for so long….that i feel as though to follow my instincts would be selfish. I’m scared they might be…and it feels safer to do what i (and others) think i should, and what i think is socially aceptable.
But….if i look at the kind of person that i am and my priorities in life – me, my kids, my husband, friends, church, school/kindy etc….then surely i can’t go too far wrong?
wow imagine a whole life just doing what feels right…i’m naturally a very moral, honest and conscientous person so surely i won’t turn into an ogre over night…..LET’S SEE!!!
Dec 26, 2007, 09:16PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
i want to follow my heart because i’m tired of always denying myself. I’m scared of being selfish but i know that i’m not. I struggle in the everyday battle of kids vs house vs me vs husband vs everyone else!! But i know my heart will lead me to my kids….and it will look after me.
Dec 30, 2006, 12:52PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
i hate feeling the pull for a drink! I am so sick of it and really need a day off. But the trouble is by the end of the day i’m so tired and worn out and feeling low and tense i need a treat….and that’s it. It’s such a social thing too, especially this end of the year. I guess i just have to be courageous and not have any and see what happens! Face the real issues and deal with them. Look after myself.
Dec 29, 2006, 01:37PM PST | 1 cheer | 4 comments