KatharineLee

i have been trying to lose weight since the beginning of summer and i keep failing, mostly bc of my PMDD food cravings, but also bc ive just been depressed :/

i am 140 pounds 5’ 6 (and a half!! :]) id love to be 130 again. this is not a vanity issue, i dont care about that shi* anymore. i used to be obsessed with image and being skinny and beautiful…i hate that obsession and i never want to go back.

but thats the problem.

the reason id always lose weight before was bc i WAS obsessed. the obsession helped me keep going. now, none of my clothes comfortrably fit and i DONT want to buy a new wardrobe so i just need to lose ten pounds to be healthier. also, i gain weight mostly in my chest and my stomach. ew about my stomach it FEELS so uncomfortrable.

so…PLEASE SUPPORT MEEE

im going to try and post atleast once a week…i hope i can do this, what with my apathy about being “perfect”

<3katharine

i had lost 10 pounds i wanted off. now ive gained it back. i really want to get it off! however, some days im just apathetic about it…how can i keep myself motivated? this is not bc i want to be thin, its bc i want my jeans to fit better, they are really tight…i am 140 lbs 5’ 7”...id love to be 130 in the morning.

on my diet…after 5 months of putting it off and eating junk food non stop….i weigh 134 but id like to be 125…i just feel more comfortrable at that weight…even 128 is better for me.

so…the past two days i had NO JUNK whatsoever…fruits, veggies, protein, oatmeal etc

today i continued eating healthy but had a serious craving for junk…i allowed myself one candy bar…it was a reeses whipps…240 cals and 9 g of fat! WORTH IT…haha im gonna workout at the gym after work…

also…ive noticed that i talk too much about losing weight, feeling fat, eating e.t.c….and im sure it annoys people…i want to stop talking about it and just DO IT. it sucks bc food and weight are constantly on my mind :/

=] i hope everyone has a productive day!!