KatharineLee

as soon as i start my period im starting a 1200 calorie a day diet and 30 mins of cardio everyday.

i WILL do this. :) i quit drinking a month ago and i think that will make it easier

i have been trying to lose weight since the beginning of summer and i keep failing, mostly bc of my PMDD food cravings, but also bc ive just been depressed :/

i am 140 pounds 5’ 6 (and a half!! :]) id love to be 130 again. this is not a vanity issue, i dont care about that shi* anymore. i used to be obsessed with image and being skinny and beautiful…i hate that obsession and i never want to go back.

but thats the problem.

the reason id always lose weight before was bc i WAS obsessed. the obsession helped me keep going. now, none of my clothes comfortrably fit and i DONT want to buy a new wardrobe so i just need to lose ten pounds to be healthier. also, i gain weight mostly in my chest and my stomach. ew about my stomach it FEELS so uncomfortrable.

so…PLEASE SUPPORT MEEE

im going to try and post atleast once a week…i hope i can do this, what with my apathy about being “perfect”

<3katharine

i had lost 10 pounds i wanted off. now ive gained it back. i really want to get it off! however, some days im just apathetic about it…how can i keep myself motivated? this is not bc i want to be thin, its bc i want my jeans to fit better, they are really tight…i am 140 lbs 5’ 7”...id love to be 130 in the morning.