Katra08

Okay, I don’t understand it but every time I start trying to start a novel about something someone publishes one just like what I was going to do!! It is so frustrating and driving me crazy, especially since most of the ones that I have started and not finished someone finished it and earned lots of money on the idea!!! I want to write something that no one else has done, something that is so different but historical fiction.

I married the love of my life and we are still together. I don’t know if we will always be together because there are no guarantees but I do know that if I had it to do over again I would do it again. We have three beautiful girls and I will always love him, no matter what happens that will never change.

For about 10 years now I have stopped feeling. I know that I do have emotions but I don’t really feel anything. I used to have so much passion and now there is nothing. I do love but I don’t feel anything. Am I making any sense to anyone. It is like seeing things, knowing that there should be some sensory stimulation going on but not feeling anything. I know how to react because I have felt before, but now I don’t.