I'm doing 30 things
Accually my ex-boyfriend
6 months ago
But thanks to my parents… NOT GONNA HAPPEN!
KayteeKayos's Life List
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1. Be more entertained
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2. get over him
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3. To live instead of exist
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4. understand myself
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5. learn japanease
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6. learn french
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7. stop being suicidal
1 entry38 people -
8. to stop cutting myself
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9. Marry my boyfriend
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10. live in the moment
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11. Go to Paris
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12. Stop worrying about what others think of me
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13. Be A Free Spirit
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14. Believe in myself
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15. be less insecure
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16. Be confident
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17. Quit biting my nails
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18. Be happy
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19. become a better photographer
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20. Get my homework done on time
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21. go to an Avenged Sevenfold concert
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22. be more self confident
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23. Get a job
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24. have my own cult following
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25. Make a relationship last
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26. Meet Dahvie Vanity
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27. Fall in love
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28. STOP FALLING DOWN THE STAIRS
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29. Stop being a disappointment to my dad
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30. Play The Sims Online
4,849 people
How I did it
It made me
Exstatic!!! 
How I did it: I asked my mom to take me when I was 11. We went to Freaks. They said I was too young even without a parent there. Totally lame. Eventually 3 months ago, I got it piered at Oregon Tattoo. It looks really great. It's on the left side of my mouth... I love my Lebret. all of my other 8th grade friends love it too!! Good luck!! Read how I did it…
Recent entries
Untitled
6 months ago
I’ve been cutting since the 6th grade. Sometimes I can go a long time.. But sometimes I slip. I only have ibe cut right now.. I did that with a pencil sharpener. I’ve found that if you’re upset enough, you can cut with anything. I’ve used a pencil, a ruler, a picture frame, razors, my teeth, my nails, siscors, a knife, anything I could to get that blood to flow. I can’t figure out hy the feeling of physical pain makes me feel so much better emotionally. It just does. I really do it because I feel like such a disappointment to every one around me. I don’t have perfect grades or perfect friends so I get really upset when my parents yell at me. I always turn to the blade for support.. It always manages to help… Always…
Past lives on
6 months ago
I used to be really suicidal. Sometimes, especaially if I’m thinking to much about my mom or Jacob I get really depressed and think alot about killing myself… I just get really afraid though. I don’t want to get on medication.. I’ll end up oversoding to get high. I really don’t want to go to therapy. I don’t need a doctor to tell me I;m depressed or fucking insanee. I can see that by all of the scars on my arms and chest…
