It seems like my whole life is based on comparisons. I have this weird notion in my head that I am an outcast and will only be accepted if I am better than everyone else, which is of course completely absurd.
Whenever I try to better myself, at anything, it’s always because of a desire to be better than others and not simply because I want to do it for myself. Whenever I see people succeed, I am filled with loathing and want to beat them at whatever they’re doing.
I hate living in this state of mind but I don’t know how to escape from it. It might just be a part of growing up though. I hope to God it is…
Jan 24, 03:34PM PST | 0 comments
I tend not to shower on weekends, since I sleep very late and when I get up I want to get out and do stuff, not waste time showering.
But now that I think about it, it’s not really that big of a deal, I mean every shower is only like 10 minutes, plus I feel so much better after them. The only problem is my hair, it gets really poofy after showers so I have to use hats and stuff to make it stay down
If I do this for several months, I will consider this goal complete….....
Jan 22, 04:21PM PST | 0 comments
Just beat Half-Life 2: Episodes 1 and 2. Each took less than a full day. I think the first one took around 5 hours on the first run-through, the second one somewhat longer.
I loved em both, can’t wait for the third and final episode.
I want to set aside an hour each day just for gaming. There are so many potentially great games out there that I haven’t played yet. Hopefully when I get a new gaming rig this will become even more enjoyable.
If I do this for a couple months, I will consider it complete!
Jan 22, 04:02PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
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