Hard to go through life with the extra 50 pounds I’m carrying. Hearing the same “Your so ugly Caitlyn. Your so fat” and yeah its been going on for as long as I can remember. And I just need to build my self-esteem so I can have to confidence to make it in life…
Lets see how long this takes :]
Mar 30, 2008, 02:51AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Yeah, it’d pretty cool. I’ll be 17 in May though I think you have to be 18. But that doesn’t mean I’m giving up right? :p
But. Do I have what it takes?
Mar 29, 2008, 12:14AM PDT | 0 comments
Niraly was my best friend for 12 years when we just drifted apart last year. Well on February 4 2008 Niraly passed away in her sleep do to a heart attack. I will never forgive myself for us drifting away. We always had future plans to become this rich and famous rock band. Well I want to complete it by becoming the star she saw in me. I have to find the star within me. Its going to take some time. I’ll wait forever till I fell like I’ve made her proud.
R.I.P. Niraly [April 7 1991 – February 4 2008]
Mar 29, 2008, 12:10AM PDT | 0 comments