Ok, screw that whole “after three days it will be easier” I guit smoking last sunday night and I have not had ONE cigarette, not even a puff! This is getting really hard. I have my first co-ed softball game tonight and I am so worried about the pressure and the temptations. It’s so weird because as bad as I want one, all I keep thinking is how I know I won’t let myself have one…so this craving I have is pretty much worthless. Please someone tell me this craving will end. I can’t stop thinking about the buzz I will get if I have one! I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this!!!!!!!
Apr 27, 2007, 07:59AM PDT | 3 cheers | 2 comments
Well, I need to save money for a number of reasons…I want to buy a house, get married, be financially stable etc. My boyfriend and I have started some new techniques that so far have been working very well. I leave my cash card at home now and my check book, I just have to make sure that I have enough gas and a lunch packed for the day. I also have quit smoking…which is on my 43 things to do list. I cant wait to see how these changes help me out!
Apr 26, 2007, 07:36AM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
He cares about me…He takes care of me when I am sick, dances with me in the living room, cooks, cleans, he’s funny, he is handsome, makes me laugh, faithful…
Why do I still get so mean sometimes? It’s like I am looking for a reason to be mad, when there is no reason. We have been together for about 3 years and I know I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I think I need to start cooking him dinner and show him what he shows me everday…that I love him more than life.
Apr 26, 2007, 07:33AM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
I'm doing 19 things
