Koji

I would still like experience this and maybe find other ways to express my art and wisdom! =D

I worried a lot about this. I’ve known someone for about a year now and we ended up dating not too long ago. Couple months. So okay it is quite a bit ago. ^_
Needed to gain a lot of trust to do this but actually I could tell he wasn’t going to harm me. My advice for everyone else, true you never know if someone is lying to you online but I think talking to people online is more safe than talking to people in person because they could have not a clue who you are and you can just stop talking to them.

Wearing one made me feel more comfortable with my skin. I’d like to dress it up more and make a cute outfit. The awesome part was no one pushed me to try it. Normally when I’m trying to work on trying to feel comfortable someone tries too hard to get me there and it’s just weird. But yeah, this was nice.

Today instead of me posting randomly I am letting my adorable super awesome boyfriend do it.

CHEEEEEEEEESY BACON BURGER!!!!!

I doodle kitten faces to my boyfriend pretty often. It makes him go hehe. I’m not sure what it is about him that makes me want to draw and sing again. I feel happier.

I’ve been told I have a nice laugh. =]
So now a few people try to make me giggle so much even when there were times I didn’t want to smile.

I’m planning on cleaning up my room and fixing it. I don’t think I was lazy I just had no place to put my sister’s stuff. It used to be her room. I hope it’ll work out okay.

There’s this guy that always got a kick out of making me turn red. He was sitting by himself looking sad because a friend of his got fired. I shyly walked up to him and said I was going to sit by him and we just talked. Yeah, he did the most talking and he knew I was shy but he didn’t seem to mind and sometimes we even look away from each other to smile. I was blushing.

I had a pretty rough day last night but it’s going to be okay. There were little parts of that day that made it special. There was someone at work that always wanted to make me smile and later on the way back home I saw a shooting star for the first time.

My friend and I began our journey that day driving to Wall-Mart, we wandered and wandered inside searching for…garbage bags? Yeah, garbage bags to clean his apartment once we got back! Before that happened we went to a several stores and ate at Taco Johns and then went to the movies to see Fast and the Furious 3. To be honest, I wanted to watch a chick flick but he does not like chick flicks…boo, I watch all his non-girly movies anytime but he won’t do something similar to that for me D:
Well, that’s okay. He doesn’t have to do anything he doesn’t want to do. In the end, any day is a nice day even if it didn’t seem so great.

I’ve technically had a real pen pal for about 5 years now. He’s a great person.

Oh dear, I just got a call saying I have an interview tomorrow. Happy? Er, maybe a little since it’s happening and then not so happy because it doesn’t sound very…um, fun? Then again that is rare. I do not know.

While the sun is setting near the gleaming lake, a pair of enemies fighting…Until they say “Nice moves” to each other, and walk toward the sun, becoming fast friends!

Ha! I actually got myself to finish writing that letter. Now I need to get out of this house right now and go mail it. It’s freezing out but I want to.

I like the quote from ” Empire Strikes Back. ” after Luke Skywalker tries to use the force to lift his space ship out of the swampy lake. He tries and says it is too big to handle with the force. and he walks away with disbelieve. Yoda then uses the force to lift the ship out of the water and puts it on dry land. Luke looks stunned and says ” I can’t believe it. ” and Yoda the wise says ” that is where you fail.”

So, I’m going by not looking or waiting. That’s why it’s called falling you don’t mean to, you just do. =/ It’s how it should be and what concerns me is most people rush into relationships so much. It’s not that I don’t understand that but later on I would feel really sad because it would be more falling in love with being in love than being in love with the person.

I gave one of my cats a collar a long while back but the next day it disappeared just like the last time that happened. I don’t want to make it too tight. Poor kitties, at least they’re certain on where we live. The winter is almost over too so that’s good news.

Well, something awesome is happening. Two of my online friends are meeting up possibly in a day or two. I requested a picture so that there is proof of my best buddies officially meeting! I hope in the future I’ll be able to meet them too. One of them happens to be an old high school friend. So, I hope they have a great time together.

Different ways to spell Koji…
Coe Gee
Koh ji
Cho G
Kooooooooooooooooo geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with an extra e!

Oh, the awesome cure of laughter. ^_