Okay, so I definately enjoy his company. Normally, anyway. But I’ve been so depressed lately, and he sorta makes me….more depressed. But he loves me, I’m pretty sure. And that’s a rare thing. So I should probably just learn to cope, I suppose.
Krissymaried's Life List
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1. figure out if I love my boyfriend
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2. learn medical transcription
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3. Finish Jillian Michaels' "30 day shred" dvd
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How I did it: Basically, I ended up staying with some family members. A temporary fix, to be sure, but still it's a place to live. It made me appreciate my family more, as well. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Basically, my bf and I had one whole day to ourselves, and when we get any alone time (or at least, when we USED to get any alone time....grrr...) sex was pretty much all we did. Actually, I think our total number was 10, but I'm not sure on that one. Read how I did it…
so, I think I love him. At least a little. He’s very warm, and I get cold easily. But we’re having some, er, intimacy issues, so I’m not sure how to take that into account with this.
I may end up living with my mom again, I don’t know. I was talking to her, and I may be able to move in there. I don’t really like the idea of living there again to be honest, but it’s better then living nowhere.
