but I was an alcoholic at 14…now I keep bottles of vodka for security reasons. I felt like they helped me but they acually added to my problems. I have a drink every now and again to calm my nerves but it reminds me of my father. I’m a beautiful person and the liqour was not what got me there. I’m no longer a slave to my insecurities. Life was harder for me than it should have been for any child but now I see a bit clearer and life without liqour can only make life better.
Apr 10, 2007, 08:47PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I’ve been in love with someone for quite some tome now…and I had finally gotten the courage to say “I love you” I didn’t expect him to respond with an “I love you too” or at all. Which was good because when he didn’t it wasn’t much of a let down. We had already broken up when I had told him it was about a month after. He is my best guy friend. I noticed the last time I said “I love you” to him that for the first time I was actually expecting him to love me back…and for the first time I was let down by those three words…it was a horrible feeling and I never want it to happen again.
Apr 10, 2007, 06:06PM PDT | 0 comments
I’ve had a look at life from a different point of view…it’s things like that, that help us realize “maybe life isn’t as bad for us as we think.” I wish everyone could take the time to understand what other people are going through. Through it all I find my own shoes nice and comfy!
Apr 10, 2007, 01:32PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
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