music is easy when it comes to me. but the inspiration i have or had about a certain song is what gets me. my life is sad.
LUKEVEM's Life List
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1. make music
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2. SWIM IN THE OCEAN
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3. LEARN TO PLAY DRUMS
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4. GET BETTER AT GUITAR
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5. WRITE A BOOK
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6. WRITE 4-10 PAGES FOR MY BOOK
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7. WRITE 4-10 PAGES FOR MY BOOK EVERYDAY
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8. CHANGE THE WORLD
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9. STOP LYING
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10. BE A BETTER SINGER
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11. FIND MY SOUL MATE
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12. GO OUT ON MORE DATES
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13. LEARN FRENCH
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14. GET OVER HER
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15. MAKE A PIECE OF ARTWORK I COULD SELL
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16. FALL IN LOVE AGAIN
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17. CLEAN
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18. FORGET THE PAST
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19. LEARN ABOUT GOD
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20. LOVE MYSELF
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21. travel the world
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22. GET BETTER AT SEX
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23. GIVE PEOPLE A CHANCE
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24. become an actor
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most of the time i just do it because i think people want to hear it. or it makes me a little bit more important in thier eye or something. but it doesn’t add up to anything. i end up hurting the people i care most about. i shut people out this way says the doctor. anyone actually successful at stoping the little lies they tell? or is my life going to be as big of a blur as it has been so far? so many times in my life where i thought i was doing okay and that the lies will just stop and i will be happy. but they don’t. and yet again i’ve lost another girlfriend that trusted me and i hurt. how am i supposed to take this?? what do i do??
my thoughts run so wild. sometimes i cannot take it. sometimes i see my thoughts so vividly i think they are real.
