Lady96792

It’s really hard being a good wife. For years I thought that I cheated myself by marrying my husband of 8 years. But I’ve been with him for a total of 17 years. I mean I literally believed that he was a one night stand that lasted 17 years. LOL When I thought about it…I know why I love him so much. We both have a wonderful sense of humor. We enjoy laughing at eachother and crack jokes like crazy. I’d rather be laughing than crying any day. Trust me…we’ve been through hell and back. Went through the jealousy thingy, the fighting about prioritizing our relationship, arguing about money, the kids and so many more other crap. But we’ve made it through.

I often find myself wanting to do so many things. I always believe I can do anything. But that’s not the problem. The problem is that I get myself into too many projects at the same time. I read more than one book at a time, I study two or more subjects at the same time and I don’t know where to start when it comes to starting my own home based business. You would think that during all this confusion…I would somehow figure it out.

Sometimes it just frustrates me to not be fixated on my true purpose. I know I can do so many things…and yet I struggle to accomplish even one of these tasks on a daily basis. I hope I find my pathway to success soon. I realize it’s okay to lose one’s mind…but never lose one’s way. LOL