has GOT to be one of the worse things I do… it causes sooo many issues for me in so many areas of my life. It is like a disease that keeps me static… and immobile. Proceastination is my own self-sabatoge….
Here is what I need to do: daily to do lists that I check EVERYTHING off. I need to keep this list close by and add to it as I think of things. I need to hold myself accountable for my constant procrastination. The kicker is, is that nothing is as bad as I might imagine it to be in my own head once i have done it!
Wow! OK so I have been practicing this and today I was blessed with a survey “job” at 20 dollars an hour!! I sooo need it and I am sooo grateful!
Ok the day started out aweful… then i almost felt like that was the end of bad things…. lots of little things happened….
my mom gave me 20 bucks, i found an extra roll of toilet paper, i got a front row parking space after 6pm, my daughter went to bed without a problem, my house feels lovely and cool, my ex and i are talking about getting back together…... things are starting to feel better.