I'm doing 14 things
Hm
9 months ago
idk if I care to write my life story anymore.
LalitaLolita's Life List
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1. travel the world
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2. Kiss in the rain
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3. be a better person
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4. wear a bikini
1 entry . 1 cheer340 people -
5. learn to drive
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6. Follow "The Rules" Book
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7. Get physically, mentally and spritually healthy again!
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8. get over someone
3 entries . 1 cheer264 people -
9. Start my own business
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10. graduate from college
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11. Make the most of my 20's
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12. find the love of my life
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13. write my story
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14. make a snow angel
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How I did it
It made me
Unbeliveable 
How I did it: I lived through my 3rd open heart surgery. It was by no means a short process. I am actually still recovering. It took 6 months to get a surgery date. I stayed in the hospital for a little over a month. I went through restlessness, pain that I didn't know I could feel and loneliness everyday. It was hella hard and I am glad I am back home. Though I have lived through it, I am on oxygen 24/7, unlike post-op. So things feel "worse off" and … Read how I did it…
It made me
Thrilled! 
How I did it: I stepped out of my confort zone, just was being myself and most importantly didn't think to hard or over analyze everything.BE BRAVE! Read how I did it…
It made me
Amazed!
How I did it: I knew I needed to change if I wanted to be happy... did I want to..? partly yes and partly no. I held on to my destractive behaviors ( cutting, purging) because I felt as if they were the only things that I could turn to. They made me feel invincible... powerful like I could do anything. But in reality I was killing myself and my life revolved around my sickness and a person ( my ex-bff) that influenced my bad habits. I knew they needed … Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
So far, so... not so good
9 months ago
It’s only 3 months into the year but not much has changed for the better, if anything these aspects of my life have worsen. It wasn’t by choice of course but I hope and believe after my surgery my health will improve and new doors in my lfe will open. I just have this feeling.
