Right now, I just don’t want to. She did something hateful to my husband, and I despise her for it. I want to get away from the hag. OK… she’s not a hag. She’s just different than me, and I don’t think right now is an optimum time for us to make peace. I think we need space, which we’re working on. I have hope that we’ll get along better in the future. She’s the mother of the man I love more than anything in this life, and I owe that to her, at least. He wouldn’t be who is, in part, without her guidance.
Later's Life List
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1. take better care of my teeth
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2. get enough sleep
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3. do something crafty
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4. write more letters
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5. housetrain my dog.
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6. stop drinking sodas
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7. take better care of my skin
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8. apologize to an old friend.
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9. take more walks
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10. protect the English language from abuse
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11. Lose 30 pounds
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12. Get (or renew) a passport
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13. Do something new every month
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14. stop buying products made in china
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15. Try new recipes.
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16. Reduce my possessions by 25% or more
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17. eat organic
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18. stop thinking that if life is a test, I'm failing.
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19. become a locavore
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20. learn to love myself
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21. stop saying yes to things I don't want to do
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22. be less critical
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23. Be nicer to my husband
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24. grow heirloom vegetables
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25. accept my past
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26. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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27. Send Christmas cards -- THIS year
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28. leave notes in library books
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29. Journal regularly at least once a week for 2 months.
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30. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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31. Buy a House
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32. pack bento lunches
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33. go on a silent retreat
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34. Cancel my BzzAgent Account
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35. Be Kind To My Mother
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36. forget him or forgive him, but do at least one.
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Recent entries
The course was incredibly boring, but I learned a great deal. The 3-hour exam was from hell, and covered a few things the course never even mentioned, but believe it or not, I passed!
Stuff.
It’s everywhere, and I’m tired of living with it, packing it, moving it, cleaning it, and almost never using or looking at it. Be it E-Bay, charity, or the dumpster, I am determined to rid my house of things I don’t love or need. I need to be surrounded by things that bring me joy or fulfillment, and “STUFF” doesn’t do that! Why do I continue to dust that ridiculous knick-knack that I hate, but I keep because Great-Aunt Bessie gave it to me? Why? Get over the guilt, and get rid of it. Oi!
