I’ve accompanied my friends while they gave blood every time they’ve done it since we were 17. I’ve never been allowed to as apparently you have to be a certain weight, and I am far below this weight.
Aside from wanting to put weight on to feel better about myself, I would love to be able to donate blood, as I know how important these donations are. God forbid I should ever need blood, but I’d like to know it was available.
I always complain when I go shopping because I can never find anything I like or can never afford anything. It might be nice to make something for myself.
I can’t rememeber a time when I didn’t have acne. It didn’t bother until I was about 15 and my mum said she thought it was bad enough to involve the doctor, ever since then I’ve been really self conscious of it. It seems I’ve tried everything there is to get rid of it sand nothing has worked yet.
But I will find something!
This is one thing I really dislike about myself. I’m pretty sure it’s keeping me from being truely happy in most of my relationships with people. I know the people around me don’t really understand why I act the way I do, and probably see me as quite childish and frankly, crazy.
To be honest I don’t understand where it comes from either, but if I can get this done I think I’ll be much happier.
Live and work in London. Maybe not forever though, just for a year or so just to see…
