i do things that i shouldent, and i get in fights with my adopted dad over the most stupid crap, and i just wish i was Free from all this pain. like you have no idea how easy my life would be if he just left, the things i do are to make me feel better, after he has yelled and screamed at me. it sux and i want to stop feeling the way i do, and i want to stop having to make my self feel good.. why cant i just be happy?!?
Lauren1492's Life List
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1. go to worph tour
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2. learn how to say 'no'
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3. Have One last dance
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4. Stop cutting
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5. stop self-injuring
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6. Start a band with friends
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7. Find a Loving Guy
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8. Meet The Used
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9. find a guy my age
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10. write a poem
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11. find my dad
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12. Put a message in a bottle and throw it out to sea
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13. start over again
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14. start a family (eventually)
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15. be nice to my sisters
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16. find the # 1 guy
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17. Lauren wants to help someone
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18. find true love
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19. i be free
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20. be free
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21. See New Faces
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22. Meet My Chemical Romance
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23. Meet Some One Like Me
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24. stop loving him
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Recent entries
BE Free From All The pian my dad puts on Me
3 years ago
I cant stop
3 years ago
i do things that i shouldent, and i get in fights with my adopted dad over the most stupid crap, and i just wish i was Free from all this pain. like you have no idea how easy my life would be if he just left, the things i do are to make me feel better, after he has yelled and screamed at me. it sux and i want to be free from it!!!!
First Love
4 years ago
the first guy i ever loved is the same guy i had my first dance with. and ill do anything to have one more dance
