LaurenNicole

I really wanted to do this, but I live with my boyfriend and it makes it super difficult. It made him feel bad that I didn’t want him anymore. Not that I didn’t want him, I just wanted to have a more romantic relationship with him, I thought it might bring us closer. Men don’t change, so I guess I just give up. I wish I could’ve done this tho. Good luck to all of you!!

Okay, I’ve eaten tuna until I think it’s gonna come out of my nose. I think I may have over done it yesterday on carbs like, I may have had 30 instead of 20 but, thats pretty impressive to me. It’s weird tho, b/c as soon as I was done eating, I was hungry again. I think it’s all in my head. Today, for lunch I’m gonna go to Golden Corral and get some things to go. I’m thinking grilled chicken breast and spinach. Maybe even a salad b/c on this diet you can have whole ranch dressing, not that fat free junk. So I think today will be better than yesterday. Day 1 down 13 to go!!

I am tired of being such a fat ass. Low self asteem sux. I have been thin before (110 lbs) and I felt great. I had energy and a high that only good self asteem can give you. I loved myself. Somehow, the fat just creeped up on me and I am now a whopping 165!!! No more!! For breakfast this morning I had tuna salad and a diet soda. Now I know in induction you are not supposed to have diet soda, but I’ve done some research and found that only some people have negative results. If that happens I guess I will have to stop drinking it, but the thought of drinking water with every meal makes me sick a little. The beginning is always the hardest part, but I believe in myself. I can do this!!!!!!! After I finish this phase (14 days) I can decide whether to stay on this diet or not. I want to lose atleast 6 lbs in 2 weeks, which I think is reasonable. If I actually do complete this challenge I can finally cross something off of my 43 things list. So in conclusion to my long ass entry Day 1 of 14, I can do this!!!!

I’ve decided that this is the year that I will lose 40 lbs. I don’t know the truth in this, but I read online that you have to lose 1 lb a day you need to burn 3500 calories. Good luck to anyone else struggling!!

I actually did give in the other day, and went to Wendy’s, but I think I’m doing very well. I’ve been eating way to much pizza but I think my calorie intake has definately dropped. I’m hoping to lose all of this weight I’ve been putting on the last two years. Hopefully I’ll be in my size 5’s again in no time.

So I don’t know if this counts or not but my boyfriend brought a pizza over and I had a few slices. I feel awful, but now I’ll just have to work that much harder.

I’ve decided I do not feel sexy anymore because I do all of the pursuing. Well not anymore!! I’ve even decided to give up sex for 90 days, to make my man want me. I’ve decided to quit eating fast food and exercise to sculpt my body into a masterpiece. He’ll be on his knees in no time!!

So far so good. I haven’t eaten any fast food so far. I went back to sleep yesterday, but I woke up at 7:30 this morning. Tomarrow is my day off so I plan on going to go back to school, for my GED. Those are 3 of my goals, hope I can keep up.

I cooked breakfast again and it was good. I miss my crossant but, for my health and my weight, I need to stop eating out. I visited this site about fast food yesterday. There are crazy amounts of calories in fast food. I knew it was bad for me, but I had no clue how bad. If anyone has lost weight by not eating fast food plz let me know.

Well, I woke up at 7:30 today!! I haven’t accomplished much, besides breakfast, but atleast I’m awake.

Right about now is usually when I’m at the drive thruu window at Wendy’s, getting my huge burger and greasy fries. It is really difficult right now, to fight my cravings. But I went grocery shopping earlier so I’ll just make me a ham sandwich instead. 2nd craving of the day, still going on. It’s weird to realize your appetite can control your life.

Okay I didn’t wake up early this morning but I did attempt it. I turned my alarm clock off instead of hitting the snooze with intentions of getting out of the bed, but it was soo cold so I said I’ll just snuggle in my covers for 5 more minutes, AND I FELL BACK ASLEEP! So Day 1 was a failure, but tomarrow, I’ll get my lazy butt out of bed.

I usually eat breakfast at burger king, and instead, I actually cooked breakfast. It was awesome. The downside is that I had pancakes which is probably no better for me, but you gotta start somewhere.

I read an artical before I began on my 43things, about how it typically takes 90 days to break a habit. I am hoping to do a lifestyle makeover in ninety days. It will be hard, but I believe in myself. First thing tomarrow morning I will begin Day 1 of 90 days. I’m nervous and excited.