Leanna Cohen

So i just turned 17 on the 17th of this month! And i have been smoking since i was..13ish 14ish. So i started at a young age! Everywhere i am there is people who smoke, everyone at my house smokes, all my friends smoke..i can never get away from it! And everytime i see someone pull a cig out i want one. In the mornings when i wake up the first thing i do is go out and smoke a cig even if i don’t want one..it’s like routine for me. And i smoke buglar so those are pretty strong..no filters. I smoke a lot more when i’m with friends because it’s “something to do” and i smoke less when i’m by myself. It may sound like an “oh she just smokes to fit in” NO not like that AT ALL. Problem is..i know smoking is bad for me and i wish i had the will power to actually quite. Ahh..please help :/

I am going to be getting a gym membership at the YMCA soon with my mom so we can work on our bodies! But for now i want to do atleast 100 sit ups a day. We will see if there is any results! I’ll keep you guys posted!

I can never just go up to a person at school/anywhere else i feel the interest in talking to because i NEVER know how to start a conversation or stay away from those awkward silence moments. And i don’t want to just be like “so whats your favorite movie” or dumb questions like that! Help