I'm doing 25 things
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23 months ago
This only took me a few minutes. I haven’t made any kind of origami in years. Not the best ever, but I’m okay with it. Very fun, glad that I did it. :)
Crystal's Life List
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1. go skinnydipping at night
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2. Send a message in a bottle
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3. get my GED
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4. take pictures in a photobooth
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5. stop procrastinating
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6. Learn Japanese
2 cheers9,410 people -
7. spend at least 10 minutes every day cleaning, organizing or decluttering
167 people -
8. get a job
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9. travel the world
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10. overcome my social anxiety
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11. stop taking things for granted
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12. swim in the ocean at night
2 cheers41 people -
13. clean my room
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14. Do something new every month
685 people -
15. reinvent myself
1 cheer328 people -
16. learn to swing dance
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17. smoke less
191 people -
18. start a blog
914 people -
19. go on a cruise
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20. Get organized and Stay organized!
524 people -
21. follow through on my ideas
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22. Get my picture taken crossing Abbey Road
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23. To live instead of exist
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24. read 50 books in a year
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25. drink absinthe
1 cheer708 people
Recent entries
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23 months ago
I have terrible Social Anxiety. Most days I’m terrified to leave the house. I’m scared of getting a job, even though I’ve had one before, because I’m worried about the interview. I don’t even know if I could get out of the house to go to work everyday.
Alot of the time I’m scared to call anyone on the phone, or even respond to IMs or emails. I just think everyone will think I’m stupid.
When people come over I freak out for a few hours before. Even people that I know. I worry that the house isn’t clean enough or that I’m not dressed right. What will I say to them? What if they don’t like me?
The only reason I even have friends now is because of my boyfriend. Without him, I just stay inside and avoid the world. Even if I make plans with people I’ll cancel at the last minute. I’m just so terrified of people.
I know it’s stupid and my fears aren’t justified but I still can’t shake them.
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23 months ago
I’ve stayed up all night talking to people about random things; thoughts about life, feelings, relationships, suicide attempts, etc.. It’s such an amazing feeling. I recommend it to everyone. It’s so hard to find people that will be open enough to talk about,, well, “deep” things.
