Crystal

This only took me a few minutes. I haven’t made any kind of origami in years. Not the best ever, but I’m okay with it. Very fun, glad that I did it. :)

I have terrible Social Anxiety. Most days I’m terrified to leave the house. I’m scared of getting a job, even though I’ve had one before, because I’m worried about the interview. I don’t even know if I could get out of the house to go to work everyday.

Alot of the time I’m scared to call anyone on the phone, or even respond to IMs or emails. I just think everyone will think I’m stupid.

When people come over I freak out for a few hours before. Even people that I know. I worry that the house isn’t clean enough or that I’m not dressed right. What will I say to them? What if they don’t like me?

The only reason I even have friends now is because of my boyfriend. Without him, I just stay inside and avoid the world. Even if I make plans with people I’ll cancel at the last minute. I’m just so terrified of people.

I know it’s stupid and my fears aren’t justified but I still can’t shake them.

I’ve stayed up all night talking to people about random things; thoughts about life, feelings, relationships, suicide attempts, etc.. It’s such an amazing feeling. I recommend it to everyone. It’s so hard to find people that will be open enough to talk about,, well, “deep” things.