http://www.43things.com/person/thinkred has a goal that is “Try something new each week” or something to that degree. I think this is a bit of what I meant.
Take Risks.
Try something NEW!
A few years ago I was in a class where I was putting myself out there by just being there (I had a HUGE fear of ticks… by the end of the month I could pick one up and rip it apart.)
At the beginning of this class I made an effort to push myself to do things that I wouldn’t normally WANT to do. I got in the cold water further than I had to -when collecting bugs. I swallowed fear and DOVE. It was great for me.
I wish I could be fearless like that again isn’t an accurate statement. Because I wasn’t fearless. I was scared. But, it was GREAT.
I want to do that again. Live and take risks. Push myslef to do things that make myself uncomfortable, but COULD reap great rewards.
Apr 06, 2007, 07:46AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
It isn’t rare that women in the mid twenties do not have a high sex drive.
I don’t like that fact.
I wish I wanted to jump on Matt.
I wish I was crazy about sex.
I wish I wouldn’t rather read a book and go to sleep.
AND…
It isn’t that we don’t have GREAT sex when we do have it.
(So you can’t use that!)
I just NEVER have been into it.
I wish I were.
I have thought about reasons why I might be this frigid person.
These are some thoughts:
I’m sick. I have been sick for a few months. The doctors aren’t sure what is wrong. I have a few more tests in a few weeks and hopefully that will tell me.
My Apartment is a Mess I think the disorganization of my place is making this more complicated and making me more stressed out and therefore not feeling up for a romp.
I am not happy with my body. I am not disgusted, but since I am bigger than usual, I BET that has something to do with me not feel sexy.
I had a few more reasons, but now I can’t think of any…
So, this weekend, if I clean my place, Maybe that will be ONE more STEP to actually being into sex.
Apr 06, 2007, 07:35AM PDT | 0 comments
Shoes
I like shoes a lot. I have tiny feet so it is FUN to go shoe shopping. BUT, right now my ANKLE is enormous. The doctors don’t know what is wrong. I haven’t been able to wear anything other than gym shoes for three weeks. This is making me sad.
Angelina Jolie
I think Angelina Jolie is not attractive. People LOVE her and think she is gorgeous. I think she is weird looking.
Music
I have NO musical ability.
I can’t keep beat. (It is sad.)
However, I like music. A lot. I wouldn’t say I was passionate about it or anything like that, but I do like music a lot.
Apr 06, 2007, 07:22AM PDT | 1 comment