Lemonade6

I don’t like water. I don’t like the taste, or the lack there of. I LOVE juice. I know I don’t get enough water. Sometimes I’ll go days without drinking a drop of actual water. I find that cold water is way better than luke warm water and easier to drink. So I guess I’ll just keep a 1 gallon jug of water in the fridge and try to drink a little more from it every day.

I’ve just come to realize how bad of a control freak I am. I’ve always just thought I was spoiled, wanting everything my own way, but I’ve come to realize that it’s a control issue and it’s ruining the relationship with my boyfriend and father to our daughter. What do they say, admitting you have a problem is the first step? Well I’m admitting it and I know now I need to change it. I just need to relax and let go. Easier said than done right? Well I hope that I can do it. One day at a time. Man, I feel like I’m starting a 12 step program, haha. Well all joking aside, this is my vow to stop trying to be so controlling!!!