My father’s a coward. He abandoned me at birth, followed me everywhere I lived, from the opposite sidewalk, and now denies everything, and don’t even accept to answer me on the phone.
Scully's Life List
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1. Challenge all 43ers to light a candle to help STOP child pornography at www.lightamillioncandles.com
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2. Find another job
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3. Find a good publisher
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4. Finish to type book one
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5. Finish to write book 2
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6. Write book 3
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7. Beat my fear of the thunderstorm
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8. World and travels
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9. Music
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10. Science and Nature
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11. Movies
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12. Books
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13. Drawings
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14. Arts
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15. X-Files episodes
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16. X-Files fiction : a Scully diary
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17. X-Files fiction: a Mulder diary
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18. X-Files Fiction: Other Stories
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19. Release my emotions
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20. Visit my old friend
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21. Leave
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22. Post randomly
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23. Learn to play the piano
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24. Do NaNoWriMo
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25. Take better care of myself
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26. Be a vegetarian
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27. get over my fear of flying
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28. New project
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29. Watch NCIS S1 to S6
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30. cpr
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31. Watch Six Feet Under S2
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32. get a job that makes me happy
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33. change my name
1 cheer491 people
How I did it: It wasn't easy in the beginning because when you're lefty, you must learn to write a certain way. As long as you can find your way to write, your handwriting is approximative, tense etc... I'm not a true righty, so when I found my way to write, it became easier. Read how I did it…
Degradation at work. Again abusive employers, people born with a silver spoon in the mouth. Still hours less, and not paid though in contract. The ambiance is awful, super bad communiaction, horrible phone call. So I’ll leave. I’ll have to find another job again. nce more I fell on abuse people, but I think it’s human nature, they always want more. Two months ago they told me they left on holiday (out of scholar schedule), 18 hours less on a half time… Now last evening, at past 9pm, they told me I wouldn’t work today, 10 hours lss on a half time. They say I shouldn’t complain, that I don’t how to keep a job. I just wanted my hours for that day, for I can pay my bills. I took it very bad, espcecially the way she was talking to me. So I should just be a pawn, and why do we even write contracts?
Here we go again. I’m deeply depressed, From that situation and all I’ve kept inside. I’ve been crying for one hour, and can’t seem to stop. I want to see no one. I don’t believe anymore. I think about suicide. Maybe I’m just a whining baby but I’d like my Dad to hug me.

