midev

That a person must have a vision and that we must act of it to succeed.

Saw someone posting about meditating for 8 hours and am fascinated- winder if that will feel different? Should try this…

Think that the giving away the excess to people who have less is a good reason to becoming a millionaire- but can one become a millionaire if one does ot have the philosophy of keeping- should the correct idea be about gaining strength from overcoming adversity… Hmm interesting thought… Need to check this out…

Since dad is no more, then this will have to stop.

Father passed away last Saturday afternoon- after the rush of the funeeral- today i have the tiem to think about him- his characteristics and his loves- he loved children without doubt – and he loved all of us- bpught us all very expensive toys and he saved jall of them till his death – the last few years especially the last two weeks werer crazy- trying to take care of the dementia and then the horrible flu bug that made his bowels run that he could not walk – then the double whammy of the heart attack- how I wish I had a partner who could have shared the caring with tme- it would have allowed me to concentrate on his life and not on his illness- still I did my outmost- God please look out for him- and everyone on the universe.

Should be about acting on things in my locus of control and not worrying about things that are not

Realized thix needs to be done both ways – also want to increase sources of relaxation too

didn’t realize istarted this 3 months ago- eventually only wrote3 pages…hmmm maybe thus was something else?.. Well the good thing is that it is done…

I can picture this- I am sitting in my private office carpet on the floor, comfortable and polished furniture around me, with plants to bring in greenery… Big windows that show the sun shining outside or even the rain or snow…. and I am happy and doing fruitful work …researching and writing away …Bliss!

The boys enjoyed it- and I did too-rat tat ta da da (x2)-circus.. Hahaha

Theoretical perspectives part of the report – draft it
Re-abstract the codes
Draft of findings
Your first article draft
The reading for adaptation chapter
Presentation for inventive thinking

Good but was a little stressed so could not enjoy this so much… Ayway another movie watched!

Thank you for
My mentor who is so levelheaded
Give my father hAppiness
The shops that are in the Pedro shops that allow us to shop

Finalize the changes to the joint chapter – don’t want to do this cos there was such a bad exchange of emails- but I don’t want to give my mentor a bad name…so thsi must absolutely do
Also must contact all my supervised before they go for their break
Must respond to Su
Must look at Sh’s draft
Must call Raj
Must tell agent
Must get painter
Must buy bread and other things
Whoa- that is enuf?

New channel and it’s interesting Programs that I could watch over the weekend instead of the sane old
For allowing me to get some down time from running around and spending it in the house this weekend
The learning on the web about the fun and magical things that a pyramid can do- it set me experimenting today!
Thanks for giving mama his sone to help him in his operation
Thanks for vacation time so that road users can all a little less traffic on the road

Giving em the confidence to confront the rude woman in her unnecessary expectations
Giving me the chance to learn what to expect from book editors
Teaching what to i wnat to be like as a writer and editor
giving me someone I could talk to especially after the whole she
giving me something to do this evening
The help from KC – she is such a gem,
Helping me unpack something I was jot sure of in my work
Teaching me how to unwind now!

Wish I can throttle them now- sigh I hope I can get some sleep tonite – am so keyed up!

My best friend and ex-colleague at work told me last month that she thinks i an a strong woman- but I want to be stronger … Sigh I am back to moping about having been abandoned – by a egotistical idiot- and now I face a similar feeling when I cannot get help from my mentor – who is undergoing a medical procedure – not the same bt the depressive feeling is there… I want to turn this feeling around

Went for 3 group sessions but also meditated on my own on other bites- something good is happening- more focused- solving problems- it’s raining now! Thanks for the respite!

Thankful for getting my practicums assignments settled
Grateful that others are able to symphatize with teachers problems
Thankful for the spit in the vacant lot in the Carpark
Thankful that Dad gets up without much fuss
Thankful for the beauty of jasmine flowers and their amazing aroma
Thankful for fellow meditators and the experience with the pyramids