Levanna

On Feb. 14 2009 my boyfriend of almost 1 year broke up with me because I was emotionally too depenent on him. My entire life I went about things on my own. Keeping my feeling bottled up, I never spoke to anyone and had little friends. When he and I first started dating we used to argue all the time because I was never open about my feelings and because I would always try to solve my own problems. After about 6 months I opened up and would tell him how i felt about everything. I wasn’t afraid to tell him what I wanted to do what I liked and disliked about a situation. 4 Months later Feb. 13 I got a call from the clinic and was given some pretty bad news. I am a manic depressive, and had run in with some pretty bad drugs that lead me to being slightly Paranoid and was diagnosed with MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder) So I am not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I challenge you to prove to me that you are. Any way I took the news pretty bad and ended up cutting myself, because I had a difficult night and well there were other factors. Early Feb 14 I told my boyfriend the truth about what I had done. He then went on to tell me that I had become emotionally dependent on him and he told me that it would be best if we broke up. I was devasted Ilove him with all my heart. He then said he loved me too and then that if I could prove to him that I can take care of myself than we might get back together. I realized what he had said was true, and am now in pursuit of being Emotionally independent. I am not doing this for him. I am doing this for myself. And I woke up today a mere day later, and I can already feel a change coming over me. I feel very optomistic about my future.