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Finally after 5 and 1/2 years of being single, he came into my life THE ONE the man I stayed up late at night and silently called out for. I let him know I knew he was out there, I begged him to stop having me wait to take me in his arms and claim me as the love of his life, his soulmate, his everything. This he did do ~we spent the most amazing time together proclaiming our love for one another speaking of our future together. Many hours of talking until sunrise losing much needed sleep and not having a care in the world because WEAREINLOVE* nothing else matters, when we are together, everything around us is only but a blur~ our focus is on nothing but each other~ and then he left~ “unfinished business” one might call it~ back to a life he does not want yet cannot seem to seperate himself from…WHY?? How can he do this to me, to us? I ask this of him~ he tells me “I don’t know”. Now I am alone, miserable and feeling completely helpless~ waiting for that moment when he makes the attempt to explain this to me~ am I going to take my place in his life where I belong? Is he going to choose a life he does not want, over me? All I can do is sit…........and wait…........and wonder…........stay up late at night ~silently call out for him ~let him know I know he’s out there, beg him to stop having me wait ~to take me in his arms again, and claim me once and for all as the love of his life, his soulmate, his everything.
