Ligeia_73

is inspired by the dalai lama "Live one day at a time"



I'm doing 43 things
 

Ligeia_73's Life List

  1. 1. weigh 130 pounds
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    183 people
  2. 2. Be fluent in Swedish
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    26 people
  3. 3. overcome my acrophobia (Fear of heights)
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    3 people
  4. 4. Visit Scandinavia
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    112 people
  5. 5. see the northern lights
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  6. 6. write a book
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  7. 7. have at least 4 children
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    5 people
  8. 8. Ride an elephant
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  9. 9. pay off my debts
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    1,030 people
  10. 10. write for the italian comic book Dylan Dog
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    1 person
  11. 11. fall in love
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  12. 12. Learn to play saxophone
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  13. 13. become a millionaire
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  14. 14. buy two persian kittens, one white and the other black and one Maine Coon
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    1 person
  15. 15. Write something everyday
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  16. 16. draw everyday
    123 people
  17. 17. learn to sew
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  18. 18. stop dreaming and start doing
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  19. 19. learn to touch type
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  20. 20. expand my vocabulary
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  21. 21. buy a laptop
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    804 people
  22. 22. look for gorillas in Africa
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  23. 23. read more books
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  24. 24. learn scuba diving
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    113 people
  25. 25. improve my spanish
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  26. 26. get to finish the courses I've started
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  27. 27. become a mensa member
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  28. 28. fix my teeth
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    578 people
  29. 29. improve my posture
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  30. 30. stop wasting time
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  31. 31. buy a VW Beetle
    59 people
  32. 32. learn archery
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  33. 33. learn falconry
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  34. 34. Dress better
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  35. 35. milk a cow
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    624 people
  36. 36. Spend the night in a real haunted house
    54 people
  37. 37. have an orgasm
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    273 people
  38. 38. Learn to juggle
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  39. 39. spend less money
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  40. 40. get married
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  41. 41. exercise regularly
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    10,996 people
  42. 42. become ambidextrous
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    956 people
  43. 43. stop procrastinating
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    30,012 people

How I did it
How to get a tattoo
It took me
15 years
It made me
perplexed


Recent entries
have at least 4 children
Too many children, too little time?

I am not sure about this goal anymore: the age is catching up and at 37 I’ve only a few years left of fertility.
But I do have a child now: a little girl of 13 months, my joy and my true love. I could not be asking for a cuddlier, sweeter, happier little child.
I have understood that it’s not the quantity that gives happiness, but the quality. And my baby is making me the happiest woman on earth.

This is not stopping me to try for another, though!!!



weigh 130 pounds
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I have been hiding my body for the last 15 years: gradually, but inexorably, I have seen my silhouette deforming under layers of fat. And although I wanted to slim down, I just could not: I would pounce on food like some famished animal, and eat so quickly I would not even realize that I was over-eating. And the pounds piled up. And the fatter I became, the more I ate. I was stuck in this loop from hell.
Then, a month ago, the revelation. I wasn’t a greedy disgusting fat person, I was (am) someone dealing with serious past traumas, and my binge eating is only a way of coping with my issues.
I am now getting help, to both learn how to accept and leave the trauma behind and to learn how to control my eating disorder.
I finally see a light at the end of the tunnel, I finally start to believe that I can slim down to 130 pounds: it is not anymore the impossible dream of a obese woman, it’s now an achievable goal.



drink more water (read all 2 entries…)
fantastic results!

I feel so much better now that I drink more than 2 liters of water a day. I feel less tired, I eat less, my skin looks great, my hair are shinier, I can concentrate for longer on my tasks… definitely the single most intelligent thing I have ever done!



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