Lilak85

All around you see joy
From fall to spring life blooms
Seeing the essence light in the innocent
For I can not grasp that in my life
I cannot help but see the bad in the good
Pain where happiness lies
People say it takes time
Though I have waited
Why? Why? I asked is this world so joyful
But always causes so much pain to others
We are only humans with such great hearts
Though in same with great evil
With the ying and the yang, everything has it opposite
As for me, I am a lost soul in-between
I pray and wish for this pain to die
But it never goes away
Buried deep within my own soul
Hiding in plan sight
So when the joy comes, it tears it apart
I am alone in this darkest shell of a world
Someone save me before the darkness takes over.