I'm doing 37 things
I am so excited! I have lost 10 lbs and only have 20 left. I know I can do it. I am eating really good and exercising everyday. It feels so good. One thing I learned is I can’t talk about it with people who aren’t helping me and supporting me. I can talk to my sister, mom, and one friend. My other friends jsut discourage me. I have to do this on my own. Now I am at school, college and I know it will get hard. I just cannot give in. I have to keep going and know that I will get there. My new goal is for my friends to notice on their own. Last year, I tried over and over to lose weight, so if I tell them I’m trying again, they’ll just think I’ll fail again and then I might give in to that too. I am on my own. I cannot wait until the day they notice! One of my friends suggested losing 5lbs a semester. I changed the topic. I am losing 20 by 2009, which is the end of the semester. Then we’ll see where I am. I think I should be satisfied. I will be happy after I lose all my 30. I am deciding right now. I am choosing to be happy everyday, because I am thinner than the day before. I am stopping the hating myself. Yes, I know I have further to go, but I am farther than I was a month ago. So my new goals are:
153 by oct. 1
148 by nov. 1
142 by dec. 1
138 by jan. 1
I can’t wait! All I have to do is keep going, and time will take care of itself and I will arrive at my goal of 138!
