LisaBise

To be fair i have a lot of good friends, i assume the reason they are such good friends is because i dont know them better. pessimistic, i know! OK, so i’ll share some examples of why they suck..
O, M, and S were my friends (whats worse is that i introduced them). B’s my best friend.

first S got mad because i drunkely hooked up with some guy who she apparently was in love with, but didnt care enough to ever tell me that she liked him.. and she knew i had a fat crush on him for like 2 years.

Then I secretly almost fell in love with M’s brother and one night kinda hooked up with him and never told, and denyed it to the end.. well eventually i came clean and she wasnt too mad, until the next day.. Well S and M bonded over this..

Then O joined in just to fit in with them like the loser that she is and so i was left with my ‘other’ friends… the one’s who seem soo dependable; once again because i dont know them better.
now me and my guy friend were going to parties and such, and ya i kissed him but seriously thats it. Well that got out, he hinted to O that we had sex, (who apparently was head over heels in love with him) and now they are all bonding over my alleged slut status. I’m so upset! these were all my close friends too!

Now, O, S and M are friends with this girl K,
who has only heard bad things about me from them and therefore hates me..

This leads us to my bff B,
who is friends with K.
I’ve known B since birth, we grew up together, and she has just moved out of state. I always had her there and now she’s sooo farway, and during all this!

Well, B has always ‘not taken sides’
between me and K,
and K sooo doesnt know me or have any reason (of her own) to dislike me but she does
and B stays completely out of it. I feel like she should be backing me up and being a good friend and she isn’t or wasn’t..

So B is in town,
screw O, S and M
(and K [i’m a hypocrete)]
but after taking B out and paying for everything not only does she not say thank you,
but she’s having a dinner-party.. just for her old school friends.. and all her other friends besides me. I’m devestated..
I didnt realize how completely upset i was until i broke down on the phone to my friend A

*B’s always been my bff, and there for me and all that good stuff, now what?
and should i tell O that i didnt have sex with that guy, or should i trust that we just werent meant to be friends if she’d throw it all away over a stupid man-whore friend of ours? Please tell me because i cant ask people here, it’d only make more drama!!

i just went to hawaii instead
which was great and i was tan in winter!

yes i’ve decided to become brazilian.. not like speaking portugese but just claiming brazil like soccer and just being hot in general; like everyone from brazil.