Lisakeesa

WOW! This is way harder than I thought it would be. I thought once I put this down as a goal it would make me be more concious of chewing my nails but I’m still doing it. I do well for a week or two then I decide to even out that one uneven nail (with my teeth) and before you know it I’ve bitten them all down!

I am really living in limbo. Hubby is seeing a counselor alone but says he doesn’t want to go to marriage counseling. He has been fairly nice lately but won’t wear a wedding ring or say I Love You. He hasn’t given me any indication that he wants to talk about either staying together or getting divorced. I really don’t know how long I can just keep smiling and pretending everything is OK.

A few years ago I climbed to the top of a pyramid in Mexico. It was really steep and hot and my legs started shaking halfway up but once on top there was a great view of all the Mayan ruins in the park. Went back last year and all of the pyramids were roped off. I guess people climbing on them is causing too much destruction.