I'm doing 43 things
my crazy ass life drove them away
20 months ago
And now I’m going to do every I can to bring Fairies back into my life
what about you? :)
i miss them a lot
LissaWolf's Life List
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1. Lose 35 pounds
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2. be more productive
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3. Relocate
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4. control my anxiety.
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5. build my credit score to 650
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6. forget to give a shit
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7. learn Tarot
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8. get my GED
5 cheers1,851 people -
9. meditate every day
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10. get out of depression
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11. be needed and wanted.
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12. Carve a pumpkin
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13. Remember that I am not my accomplishments. I have depth beyond this world. I have inherent value beyond my understanding. Nothing will ever change this fact.
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14. move out of my parents' house
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15. be independent
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16. be more active
1 cheer608 people -
17. study wicca and witchcraft
2 entries . 4 cheers112 people -
18. become an artist
1 entry . 4 cheers390 people -
19. Wirte a Novel
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20. be happy
5 cheers21,816 people -
21. sleep under the stars
1 cheer3,711 people -
22. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
3 cheers18,549 people -
23. publish my poetry
555 people -
24. be free
2 cheers1,045 people -
25. fall in love again, and, for a change, actually be loved back, while I'm at that
1 cheer102 people -
26. Learn Japanese
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27. learn archery
2 cheers455 people -
28. take fencing lessons
41 people -
29. travel
7,402 people -
30. learn german
1 cheer4,524 people -
31. Learn Spanish
2 cheers15,456 people -
32. Learn to play the Lute
11 people -
33. learn latin
1,882 people -
34. study Hinduism
2 cheers6 people -
35. study buddhism
2 cheers280 people -
36. learn to crochet
1 cheer1,002 people -
37. Learn to spin wool
1 cheer100 people -
38. Open a cafe/bookstore
4 cheers112 people -
39. Dress Gothic Lolita
83 people -
40. get a macbook
2 cheers153 people -
41. be more social
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42. get whiter teeth
119 people -
43. meet a fairy
1 entry57 people
Recent entries
well a couple months back I was put on lexapro it did make me feel better but with the good came the BAD. every couple of days I would get a hudge drop in mood and become suicidal and that was on the lowest dosage… lord!
I’ve never had such drastic ups and downs before I supoise that’s what some one with bipolar disorder goes through. I couldn’t stand it, I was soon after taken off of it and perscribed Zoloft but my insurence wouldn’t cover it so I got Prozac instead I’m at 20 mg now and when my new perscription gets filled I’ll be going up to 30mg… And to tell the truth I haven’t noticed much of anything… :(
I’m still on 300mg of Effexor
plus the 30mg of prozac
Plus I hate my docotor…I had to put that in… lol
she has no bedside manner what so ever… she has this wonderful way of making you feel like a piece of worthless crap because you have deppresion… and its not just in my head I had someone come and sit in on one of my appointments, she had the same oppinion about her(the doc)... why in the hell is she a psych doctor… she’d be better off in the position as a sadist dominatrix.
.....warning…..I spell like crap lol
happy typos :)
am i really ever going to get better
2 years ago
Well hello to another drug. Lexapro. Helpt very slightly, but gave me dips of insane suicidal depression. so screw Lexapro and on to Zoloft.
some one shoot me already… no seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don’t know what to do any more.
do to my dumb ass depression I have isolated myself for just about two years now I don’t have any friend not one to help me get through this.
the lonelyness is ripping me in two.
how am i supose to get out of depression without any friends?
crud:(
