I'm doing 43 things
my crazy ass life drove them away
20 months ago
And now I’m going to do every I can to bring Fairies back into my life
what about you? :)
i miss them a lot
LissaWolf's Life List
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1. Lose 35 pounds
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2. be more productive
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3. Relocate
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4. control my anxiety.
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5. build my credit score to 650
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6. forget to give a shit
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7. learn Tarot
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8. get my GED
5 cheers1,855 people -
9. meditate every day
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10. get out of depression
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11. be needed and wanted.
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12. Carve a pumpkin
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13. Remember that I am not my accomplishments. I have depth beyond this world. I have inherent value beyond my understanding. Nothing will ever change this fact.
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14. move out of my parents' house
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15. be independent
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16. be more active
1 cheer610 people -
17. study wicca and witchcraft
2 entries . 4 cheers112 people -
18. become an artist
1 entry . 4 cheers390 people -
19. Wirte a Novel
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20. be happy
5 cheers21,832 people -
21. sleep under the stars
1 cheer3,713 people -
22. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
3 cheers18,534 people -
23. publish my poetry
553 people -
24. be free
2 cheers1,032 people -
25. fall in love again, and, for a change, actually be loved back, while I'm at that
1 cheer105 people -
26. Learn Japanese
1 entry9,738 people -
27. learn archery
2 cheers453 people -
28. take fencing lessons
42 people -
29. travel
7,428 people -
30. learn german
1 cheer4,529 people -
31. Learn Spanish
2 cheers15,501 people -
32. Learn to play the Lute
11 people -
33. learn latin
1,880 people -
34. study Hinduism
2 cheers6 people -
35. study buddhism
2 cheers281 people -
36. learn to crochet
1 cheer1,004 people -
37. Learn to spin wool
1 cheer100 people -
38. Open a cafe/bookstore
4 cheers112 people -
39. Dress Gothic Lolita
83 people -
40. get a macbook
2 cheers154 people -
41. be more social
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42. get whiter teeth
119 people -
43. meet a fairy
1 entry57 people
Recent entries
well a couple months back I was put on lexapro it did make me feel better but with the good came the BAD. every couple of days I would get a hudge drop in mood and become suicidal and that was on the lowest dosage… lord!
I’ve never had such drastic ups and downs before I supoise that’s what some one with bipolar disorder goes through. I couldn’t stand it, I was soon after taken off of it and perscribed Zoloft but my insurence wouldn’t cover it so I got Prozac instead I’m at 20 mg now and when my new perscription gets filled I’ll be going up to 30mg… And to tell the truth I haven’t noticed much of anything… :(
I’m still on 300mg of Effexor
plus the 30mg of prozac
Plus I hate my docotor…I had to put that in… lol
she has no bedside manner what so ever… she has this wonderful way of making you feel like a piece of worthless crap because you have deppresion… and its not just in my head I had someone come and sit in on one of my appointments, she had the same oppinion about her(the doc)... why in the hell is she a psych doctor… she’d be better off in the position as a sadist dominatrix.
.....warning…..I spell like crap lol
happy typos :)
am i really ever going to get better
2 years ago
Well hello to another drug. Lexapro. Helpt very slightly, but gave me dips of insane suicidal depression. so screw Lexapro and on to Zoloft.
some one shoot me already… no seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don’t know what to do any more.
do to my dumb ass depression I have isolated myself for just about two years now I don’t have any friend not one to help me get through this.
the lonelyness is ripping me in two.
how am i supose to get out of depression without any friends?
crud:(
