Havent written for a while but got really seriously kicked up the backside by a slightly harsh doctor back in July so i got deadly serious about my weight and managed to lose a stone over the summer which i am really chuffed with.
I found out i was 13st 13lbs from the doctor in july and am now 12st 13lbs and my aim is now to be down to a healthy weight of about 8-8.5 stone by graduation next november so i can wear a pretty dress!
So i have decided that i wanna lose a stone per term so that i will be around 9stone and hopefully a size 14 by the summer ball and again can wear a pretty dress – then over next summer lose the final stone or so so that i can be a healthy size 12 at about 8stone by graduation :)
Oct 08, 10:13AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Just found out i have lost 2 pounds in 9 days and thats without much exercise and without going on the wii fit!!!
Im really happy – so im gonna use the wii fit more often now that i know how to use it haha
Feb 08, 2009, 08:06AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Freaking out
10 months ago
I freak out way too much over things that i know full well that i cannot control or change and it needs to stop.
However i am getting abit better at it lately… im not sure why
Silly example but its a step in the right direction… i like to save some of me txts that i like or make me smile or have some sorta meaning. every night before i go to bed i delete all my sent box messages. But the other night completely accidently i went to my inbox instead of my sent box and pressed erase all… erasing my entire inbox. Once id realised what i had done i was totally gutted coz there was some really sentimental texts i had on there. But then i stopped n took a few deep breaths and just said to myself “stop freaking out… there is absolutely nothing you can do about it now – they are gone and u have only had the fone for just under a year” unlike the last fone i had i had had the sim card since i was 16 and had loooooads of txts which were about 3/4 years old and THAT would have been really really sad to have lost them all. So it could have been worse… and once i had told myself that i stopped freaking out :)... so it worked
Feb 07, 2009, 04:31PM PST | 0 comments