LiveLifeLoud1515

well he came to my place this weekend. and it was probably one of the best weekends of my life. he opened up about stuff that i thought he would never talk about or say infront of me. it made me realize how open and vunerable he is around me. and to me thats good, because he is letting his sensitive side out around me.
it was just a real eye opener to how things could be with him, and i like that.
so we will just have to wait and see.
“it takes time to be great, so just wait!”

so ive recently moved to the city for school, and im right infront of the buses so its not like i have to walk far to get to them. i just find it really confusing what bus goes to what and when, buses go to the same places but you can just take any bus! you have to take a certain one for some reason?? it just doesnt make sense to me lol. and i have no idea how to figure out the bus routes, i just go by what friends tell me. but its always confusing and im scared that ill get lost.. because if that happened id be screwed! i wouldnt have the slightest idea how to get back or anything ahha.
my goal .. to find out from friends what buses go where and when what what numbers to take there and back.. and then GO!

i obsess over the littlest things and worry about the stupidest things. i need to stop because it sometimes ruines relationships with people because it gets annoying how paranoid i get.