alrightyyyyyyyy making progress. i wonder if he ever notices that the second he gets online, i emediatly say hi. ahahah nahhh it would take him years to figure that out :P anyways.. talked to him today, and yesterday… and the last week. im getting there ;] wish me luck . ahahh <3
my two best friends in the entireeeeee world, jammie + jenni. we’ve had so many greatt times and they always help me and their always there for me =] love em with all my heart. you guys are the best and i love you so much.. even if you do get mad at me for unzipping your hood jenni ;] ahaha lol. thank you guys <3 all the love... Livyy
yes, there is a new guy.. and im proud to say hes not a spoil sport, jerk or total freak <3 and i love him.... a lot. and jenni is bugging me soooo much about it but im not gonna spill ;] its to secretive.. but i think hes really nice and he talks to me all the time and he doesnt ignore me ahaha and i know im leaving all you hangingg buttttttttttttttttttt... i got oneeee thing to tell you. _ _ _ _
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ok, its been like 3-4 monthes now and i cant stand even looking at my nails. im constanly bitting and they bleed like CRAZYYYYYY. i know its a bit discusting and i want to stop more than anything, but its just a habit. uhhhhhh.. anyone know what i should do?
have you ever felt that you really love some guy and then you find out hes a jerk? ok, well that happened to me. hes not the guy i thought he was. all he thinks of is himself. hes like obsesed with himself which is a bit gross if you know what i mean. hes a HUGEEE spoil sport. try being on his dodge ball team. he is such a ball hog. plus whenever hes out he yells at the other members. no need to take a spazzz. thankfully he moved away :] see what i mean. ive liked him for like ever and has he ever noticed? NO. he dosent even deserve someone as great as me anyways :] he deserves the worst! anyways… theres someone new. new as in a few weeks liking… andd, you cant know yet… but ill tell you more later. gotta go eat din-din now. love you all.. :) Livyy
i love summer! the only thing is that i never see him. i live out in the country. all the houses are at least 40 meters apart. i like it out here. the quite, the sun set, the animals and sounds. but the only thing is that i feel so alone. away from everyone, everything thats happening. theres still about a month left of summer, i think i can wait.
they are soooo much bigger now, i can soooo tell! But as i write, im still chewing and chewing. To some people, it may seem insane that someone can spend their whole life chewing, but all you need is to do it a few times and then your stuck on it. Its like being addicted to drugs, you can NEVER stop.
ok, its just about 1 day later and my nails are already looking shorter! am i getting nervous again or is it just a simple habbit? i wanna stop for good, but if you know me really well, you know that im just saying this and it will never happen. im going to buy some special nail polish like STOP THAT or something and see how that works, lets see what my nails look like in a week or two. hopefully they will be longer :)
everyone likes someone, but i loveee brad. i dont know if most people are like this, but whenever im around him, i try to act cool (although it never really works). i always end up like smaking myself in the head or triping over my feet while looking at his hair :) my friends, always bug me about it and say that i look at him and stare for a loong time just staring at him and people around me think im insaine. sometimes i wonder… why didnt i just ask him out if i liked him that much?
i love music and i loveeeeee memorizing the lyrics’ of songs. id love to see what someone would say about me in a song :)
ive got plenty of friends and they have great roofs, so all i have to do now is wait for the summer ;)
1. new brunswick
2. quebec
3. ontaro
so far, i havent really mastred my dream. ive always wanted to go down by the oceans and just lye on the becah and tan, swim in the salt water and search for shells. i still have plenty of time to complete this dream. im only 13, i still have many years to live.
i keep giving up for about 2 weeks and then something big happens, like a reall big project or a hugee test or something that i really have to concentrate on. i have always been a nervous person. i have been biting my nails since i can remember. nothing would stop me. not the look of my discusting hands, not how much it hurt to touch, and not even how my mother and father constanly reminded me that i would have no more nails, the skin would grow over my extremly short nails and nothing would be left excepet skin. they lied! well, maybe what they said was true, but i just found it very hard to believe what they were saying. so here i am, still biting at the small nails at age 13. something tells me that im never going to stop… ever.
