LizMilla24

Which makes it harder to stop… the embarrasement when people ask me why i’m always wearing a hat or alawys have my hair up in a pony tail. Or talk about getting there hair cut and styled… i’m a girl… and it looks like i don’t take care of myself…. i don’t put any time i my hair i just through it up into a ponytail or put a hat on. It gets me down when people ask questions… i wish they didn’t care cause then i’d be able to focus on letting it grow… or maybe i’m just making excuses for myself. But it totally gets me down… ::sighs:: i wish i didn’t have so many issues… i started this when i was 8 years old… i’m 22 soon to be 23 in may. I’ve come a long way… but the hardest part is seeing it grow back and and feeling it grow back… cause when i put my hair up i can feel the new hairs stickiing straight up… makes me weak… it’s a bit of OCD i suppose.. who knows… i feel for anyone who feels the same way i do… lost . i almost want to except my disorder.

Since i graduated from High school i’ve stopped running everyday like i use to i’ve gained probably like 5 lbs since than and i’m insecure about myself. I’d love to get back in shape!

I’m a 2003 graduate and i’ve now decided that i’d like to go to college for nursing. i’m affraid i’ll procrastinate and never go.