LlunaBlue

I’ve just been told to “get a life” by some prick outside (I’m in the library) and that kind of uncalled-for, awful behaviour REALLY gets me thinking sometimes.

Like, how is it possible some people can exist only to spread hate?

How can it be possible that people are so fucked in the head that the only thing they know how to do is be harsh and unfair to others?

I’m becoming more and more faithful in the belief of spirits, in that we’re in these bodies for now but will travel, will leave and enter others or perhaps go elsewhere. But the one thing I don’t understand is the existence of cruel people. I simply cannot imagine them having a spirit. A spirit is a being of enlightenment, a being of knowledge and love. Some people I can’t ever see having a part of them like that.

It’s a dangerous notion for me to think of or to belief. That’s not too many steps off of believeing in “devils.” Or believing that some people just aren’t real. What’d be next? I’d kill them because I’m not, in fact, harming anybody…?

As soon as my life becomes a constant, whereby I’m free to go by my own actions, I’m going to be putting in the effort to become as much a spiritual person as I can. Maybe I’ll get a little something out of it; it’s the most accessible canvas I have and I intend to unlock it.

For now, though… the grind of work and the negative feelings that generally accompany them.

...Learn to spell.