Loisel

I feel like he doesn’t deserve anything I have put him through…. but if I’m not feeling happy in the relationship, I should either a) tell him and try to work things out. or b) change that factor that is making me unhappy i.e. break it off with him. that’s what I always do when I get too overwhelmed. I run away and become dis-engaged. But when you love someone it doesn’t just work that easily. What do you do when you love and care about someone who makes you think that you have no self-worth? and he hasn’t really done anything intentionally or directly to you to make you think that? It’s a difficult decision, and one that will never be certain to me.

It’s an ugly word for an ugly condition. I am scared. Also annoyed that it takes something serious like this to make me realize how important something such as my health, is. Don’t we all…
enough said, I am making a sole promise to myself to never again eat shitty food.

NEED REGULAR EXERCISE TOO.