Lolamoonhoney

well the first part of my ambition is to be exceedingly rich
and the second part is live it up are the islands on holiday…..

YUM

oh and i got solid Bs for my french tests this term :D an improvement from Cs. :D

are all those ‘soda gives you cancer’ rumours true?
id like to limit my soda intake, i dont enjoy them so much that I need them. and this will help my ‘drink more water’ thing too :P

thats the goal. wish me luck.

its a plan. and I’m going. Im meeting up with my friend in the uk and we are doing paris, uk, and italy. so for this I need to

1) save money
2) save money
3) dont die in the mean time (even if its from anticipation)
4) save money

(god i hope i dont forget one of the steps :P)

especially for hormonal females this is like…. the DREAM.
When I’m hormonal (insecure, pissed, irrational) I can’t help but analyse me then analyse who else was there, what they thought, if they agreed with me, if not are they in the wrong? (because usually you bounce between full blown self-criticism and the egotistical defensive belief that you WERE right…...I know its a crazy world out there).

so my aim? if I’m hormonal, THINK LESS. dont analyse ANYTHING until im completely in my right brain again.
wish me luckkkk

I’ve recently outgrown my favourite tight pair of jeans. I think I will try Jay Jays to find a replacement pair but seriosuly…. before winter i need to get sorted :D

well I didnt really set out to complete this task by ridding myself of a friend but its happened that way. I’ve realised how although they could be lovely at times, the few times they were angry at me they twist everything so that they made me feel the lowest that I’ve ever felt. Im just not prepared to have that toxicness in my life.

so: In fall 2008 I have given up a person.
and I truly believe its for the best, although I am fully aware it will cause problems between me and my bestfriend (as the friend I’ve given up is her boyfriend).

can anyone help me. I’m sorry if its a rude word but I dont know what it means and I was wondering if you knew if you could tell me.

les chieuses.

once again im sorry if its rude i have no idea wat it means and I’ll looked it up in every dictionary to no avail.

je veux tellement pouvoir parler en francais. si n’importe qui veulent m’aider nous pouvons parle ensemble. Je suis aimible et tout le monde ont besoin d’un amie autre.

I totally get it and it is exactly what ive been wanting for the past couple of weeks. that energy. u see some people and they ALWAYS have it. im so envious.
I wonder how i could maintain that energy. anybody have any suggestions?

i would loveeeeeeeee to.

being a brunette, deep in my embeded subconcious is the desire to be a blonde. of course I have dark hair dark eyes brows and blonde is a rediculous colour for me to bleach my hair too. But Im going to buy a wig so I can experiment. even if i get a red instead, ive always loved the idea of looking a little mystery in someones appearance.

but i dont mean lone ranger style. people need people. but its just not healthy for us to place all of our happiness onto others. :D

its a loop. ive done it before but I fall back into lapses. as im sure we all do. the most important thing is to depend on urself firstly and anyone else is after. i am my own.

YES! and the best thing? I just got my license :D :D :D :D
I want the whole ‘A lot like love’ moment. I want the in a car jammin to use trashy music :D

what could be more fun? :P

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it. but please dont have TOO high expectations because then like all movies u get let down. just dont have high expectations but be sure to go watch it. NOW! :P

YES YES AND YES!! I need to do this. and….grrr im a big money spender but im trying the technique of hiding money from myself. :D

....heres hoping i just dont loose it in the long hall :P

it took ages. he was my fav ex. my ex I still swooned over when he contacted me. like literally i would GRIN for the next half and hour.
but after he started talking to me again, something clicked and although I cant explain what about him is the bastard part (he is so good at being covert about it) it is there, and he is a headache that I will not miss any time soon. :D

I read “hes just not that into u” and i am inlove with the messages it gave. we need a line in the sand for our partner. we need to get to a point and say: i deserve better. i kno there are a lot of men out there and i dont mean to put down males i just think that women settle for too little. if we all demand higher standards then the standards provided will improve. :D

“I may be wrong, but I think the point of this exercise wasn’t to propose brazen things like jaywalking and underage drinking.” Astonishing — 2 months ago
....mine are only smaller things like this… not bashing anyone up. although id say mine is a little stronger than the underage drinking. but no killing anyone or stealing anything more than 50cents. i like new experiences. thats why i try different things and all of the things I tried were memorable.

but still i am not a badass when compared to Astonishing.