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LoneDreamer




I'm doing 18 things
  
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get my house clean and keep it that way
MY MESS IS DESTROYING MY LIFE! 3 years ago

My boyfriend actually wanted to break up with me because I can’t get my mess together. I’m not a total slob, but I have so much unnecessary stuff, and our basement hasn’t been livable since I moved in. I just can’t get rid of things. I think I have a fear of losing everything, having had my house once destroyed in a hurricane. I now think that I need to hang on to EVERYTHING “just in case”.

Oct 14, 2005, 06:02PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments


balance my passion with my sanity
"It's says 'Passion sacrificed to keep from going crazy'". 3 years ago

I want to find a way to live with so much passion inside me, and not break down from all my emotions. It seems I feel everything more than others, from joy, to sarrow, to empathy and compassion. Sometimes it is more than I can bear simply to see someone eating alone at a restaurant, seeminly lonely. I could never be a doctor or lawyer, because although I possess the mental capacity, I could not steel myself against the emotional rollercoaster. I hope one day I can balance the two, or find a way to express my passion in a constructive way, such as great acts toward humanity.

Oct 14, 2005, 05:43PM PDT | 0 comments



 

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