Lovelotus2009

is wondering about life and what her messages are



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  1. 1. get organized
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  2. 2. Be in the moment
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  3. 3. Quantum leaping
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  4. 4. Past life regression
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  5. 5. Go snorkeling
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  6. 6. go to Machi Picchu
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  7. 7. paint
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  8. 8. master myself
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  9. 9. Go on retreat to a Zen monastery
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  10. 10. stop procrastinating
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  11. 11. make meaningful connections with others
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  12. 12. Learn Spanish
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  13. 13. write a book
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  14. 14. write my mother's life story
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  15. 15. write a journal
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  16. 16. meditate
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  17. 17. read my feng shui book
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  18. 18. Donate clothing to a charity
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Recent entries
Find, keep and live forever with my soulmate or twin flame mate.
I think I found my twin flame it's been 14 years and the feelings on both our sides just won't go away 8 months ago

I am kind of sad though, because we split up after a 3 year span. I chose to split with him although I did not really want to. I was so confused at the time in my life and my insecurities got the better of me. Just 5 days ago, he called me up and told me that he still has those same feelings for me and that it just won’t go away. I decided to admit to him that I too had the same feelings all this time. I had just come across an article a day before he called about twin flames, and as I was reading it I was thinking about him and wondering if he is my twin flame. As we talked, and the more we talked, and the feelings we described I am certain that he is my twin flame. I have never had any emotion like that and the first time we kissed, it was like flying in outer space, the whole room spun around. The first time we made love I was flying in the cosmos. At that time I didn’t realize or understand what it was. I was way too young, I was only 22. But, after reading that article and talking to him, I am certain that this is what they are talking about. I am presently researching more about this. When I am next to him, I just want to melt into him, and I want to get under his skin, the urge to connect is constant even now. My whole being glows when I see him or think of him. It makes the pain even worse, because he is married now. I yearn for him over the water. We live in different states now. There must have been a reason for the Universe to show this to me at this time and for him to ask me out of the blue what this connection was and why it was still happening at the same time that I came across that article by chance. I am eternally grateful that I had the chance to meet my twin, even though we are separated at the moment.




 

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