I need a change and a new look. I think I should cut my hair and give it to locks for love.
Lovelylinds307's Life List
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1. stop worrying
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2. teach swing, latin, etc
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3. not think so much
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4. get a new haircut
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5. I want to be me
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6. help people through financial advisement
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7. stop obsessing
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8. Stop being so insecure and paranoid
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9. thank the person who created this website
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10. change someone's life
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11. remember to always be grateful for who I am, strive to always be a better person and improve, and never apologize for being me
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12. Love without fear
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13. stop trying to be perfect
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14. help people
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15. stop procrastinating
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16. be happy
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17. Go on a mission trip
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Do any of you ever feel like you are trying so hard to be perfect all the time even though you know no one is perfect? I have been doing this for years. I think its one of the reasons why I worry so much. I always want to be the perfect friend, perfect girlfriend, perfect daughter, etc so I hide my emotions from everyone else and over think everything I do. When I do something that is “not perfect” I start to worry about what others might think now. Sometimes I just want to let out my emotions on people and not care, knowing that I am not perfect and they will love me anyway…but I cant let it. Why must I care so much?? Who cares what anyone else thinks, right?? I dont know how to break out of this box that I have been living in for so long.
Do any of you ever feel like you are trying so hard to be perfect all the time even though you know no one is perfect? I have been doing this for years. I think its one of the reasons why I worry so much. I always want to be the perfect friend, perfect girlfriend, perfect daughter, etc so I hide my emotions from everyone else and over think everything I do. When I do something that is “not perfect” I start to worry about what others might think now. Sometimes I just want to let out my emotions on people and not care, knowing that I am not perfect and they will love me anyway…but I cant let it. Why must I care so much?? Who cares what anyone else thinks, right?? I dont know how to break out of this box that I have been living in for so long.
