I'm doing 12 things
I started today and surprisingly enjoyed it. Just gotta keep it up now! x
LuCkYsTaR123's Life List
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1. find someone who loves me as much as i love them
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2. Drink green tea daily
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3. control my jealousy
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4. Love myself
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5. Stop smoking Weed
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6. Once and for all sort my crazy head out
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7. Work as a volunteer to help sick people
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8. Stop having sex to feel loved
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9. understand myself and stop analysing everything i say and do
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10. find someone who will love me
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11. find ultimate happiness and inner peace
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12. find the perfect job
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Recent entries
I actually dread going out places with my BF, as there will be pretty girls and he will be looking at them. Totally irrational i know!!
He does look at women and talk about them all the time but i know he would never cheat, I do trust him.
It just makes me feel like shit when he looks around when he’s got me. In fact I could punch him right in his face!
I’m not short of attention myself but i am all his and he knows it.
I guess past experiences have left me with emotional scars.
How to stop it????
Counselling maybe? I have spoken to him about my jealous feelings which just makes me feel weak and as though he has my weakness in his hands.
God that sounds rough when i read it back.
Time and trust??
