Lately the weather has been gray. Figuring yourself out isnt just a one shot task. Once you know who you are one day, youre a different person the next. Maybe its better to learn to just live and breath than try to understand what the hell everything means in this fake ass world. That or build a ship and learn to sail far away to a island with lots of rice and books and all things nice.
LucasRokosz's Life List
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1. Know myself
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2. Finish my book someday soon
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3. Quit my job and move to Guatemala
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4. Not be my own biggest critic
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5. Finish school and start with my career
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6. FIND A SOULMATE
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7. stop smoking
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8. ride the transsiberian railway
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9. Live near Lake Atitlan Guatemala
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10. learn how to sail
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11. Step foot on all seven continents
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12. Keep up on my Espanol
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13. Get My Picture Taken With MR. T
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14. Make Religious people Democrats again
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15. To live instead of exist
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16. list 43 things that i like about myself
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17. Get Over My EX
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18. identify 15 songs that are/were important to me
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19. Not watch UFC fighting
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20. Stop procrastinating
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Grab the bull by the horns while my energy is high, thats the strategy. Ive been feeling strong lately, so I havent smoked cigs or drank in several days. Keeping the inspiration is the only way to stay focused.
I finally had the motivation and time to type everything from my notebook and add it into my works file. That is quite a relief because I generally type when i write and in order to keep everything in chronological order I needed to transfer all of those pages before continuing on.
Tomorrow, regardless of the weather I am going to spend at least six hours at the beach. Start off with some reading then work my way back to my notebook. Its too sandy and just an all around gamble to bring a laptop to the beach.
Overall my progress on Coyote trail has been steady. But I am more excited than previously. New ideas, new direction, I finally know how I am going to tie it all together.

