I’ve been curious about fencing for years. I’ve heard there was a time when left-handed people had more of an advantage, but not so much anymore. I’ve got to do this one day.
LunaLeUna's Life List
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1. find happiness within myself
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2. paint more
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3. thank you cards
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4. give my old belongings to goodwill
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5. visit the library in "It's a Wonderful Life"
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6. photograph a Ghost Town
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7. drive down route 66
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8. write a play
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9. write a short film
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10. film a documentary
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11. take up fencing
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12. show my portfolio to galleries
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13. update photography portfolio
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14. pursue my passions with or without school
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15. be more confident
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16. embrace awkward moments
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17. stop interrupting
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18. finish reading Les Miserables
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19. begin reading The Laughing Man
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20. save my files on backup drive
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21. exercise daily
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22. build my own darkroom
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23. have better posture
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I can remember a short period where I was becoming more confident. I now think it was because I was recently single after a long relationship and I had an exciting job that could have taken me far.
But now I am back in the relationship with him, and the plan is to move in with him (which makes me feel even more dependent) and go to school (which i’m terrified about)
Does it seem so absurd to want to move out of the country and be on my own for a few months or a year?
I’ve got to make a decision very soon on whether I will attend this institute or not.
I feel blessed to be accepted, but I’m also taken back a bit by all of the uncertainties that come with making a big step such as this.
And then there is the part of me who doesn’t see why I cannot chase my passions without a degree. To just move and see what I can make of myself outside of an institute. I’m curious, I want to have the guts to do this. I want to stop planning my life and live it.
