but somehow it seems that this thing is getting complicated, because.. well these only are my suspicions and as i said they might be so wrong, anyway recently i can’t help but notice, that he’s kind of into me! Things that make me think so: his friends that are making jokes about us as we were couple, though we really are not, his constant staring into me and he’s all of the sudden making all those lovely remarks like i love you, kiss me and so on in the form of jokes, but well all jokes contain some certain amount of truth, don’t they? This sounds good, but still most of the time, or at least 50/50 of it, he acts really distant and cold and sometimes even offensive, so i just don’t know what to think or how to act in front of him. well it seems i’ve got some interesting times coming ahead..
LunaMattina's Life List
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1. get better at keeping in touch with people who are important to me
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2. exercise daily
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3. visit NYC
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4. speak Spanish fluently
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5. become a better student
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6. get a tattoo
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7. star in a movie
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8. start reading books i've bought recently
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9. go to the beach more
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10. learn to snowboard
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11. eat less carbs
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12. dance flamenco
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13. learn Latin
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14. become more organized
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15. get a part time job
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16. be more helpful
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17. redecorate the room
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18. be more confident
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19. save money
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20. graduate from university
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21. visit more cultural events
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22. visit Italy
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23. learn to make cocktails
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24. live in a skyscraper
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25. stay at hotel Costes
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26. develop my own style
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27. maintain pretty nails
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28. Eat no candy for one week.
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29. complete at least one goal a month
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30. have hair like Irina Lazareanu
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31. learn to drive
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32. feel happy more often
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33. make a list of new year resolutions and stick to them
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34. have looks that kill
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Recent entries
i’ve though a few more:
*use my money responsibly
*become overall more responsible
*distance myself from things and people (yeah including him!) that give me negative feelings afterwards
*get a perfect haircut and colour
*learn something new
*stop gossiping so much and sometimes rather keep my opinion to myself
*learn how to properly defend myself
*go for it! and stop procrastinating for once and for all
...but why not? as i’ve finished my bottle of wine these things come to mind:
*limit cigs
*start exercising!!!
*avoid unhealthy food
*do things i’ve got to do on time
*find a decent job
*stop crushing on him!!!!!
*spend less time on the net
*maintain my relationships
more to come….
