Lunacera

wanting to redesign my life.



I'm doing 41 things
 

Lunacera's Life List

  1. 1. Fall in love
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    24,514 people
  2. 2. meditate daily
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    3,983 people
  3. 3. improve my Spanish
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1,044 people
  4. 4. surround myself with beauty
    1 cheer
    38 people
  5. 5. find my passion
    1 entry
    1,869 people
  6. 6. practice my ukulele daily!! (so I can get better)
    4 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. start a new painting
    1 entry
    6 people
  8. 8. lose 5 pounds
    2 entries
    1,155 people
  9. 9. live healthy
    2 entries . 6 cheers
    168 people
  10. 10. learn how to silk screen
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    23 people
  11. 11. be more positive
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    2,134 people
  12. 12. Do some more bookbinding projects
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    5 people
  13. 13. write a book of short stories
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    103 people
  14. 14. join a halau
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1 person
  15. 15. write more poems
    3 entries
    146 people
  16. 16. sell my crafts
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    86 people
  17. 17. take african dance classes
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    21 people
  18. 18. learn to dance samba
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    11 people
  19. 19. Learn to Salsa
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1,348 people
  20. 20. finish reading all the books I own
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    176 people
  21. 21. design my own tattoo
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    4,487 people
  22. 22. Stop caring what other people think of me
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    3,976 people
  23. 23. learn to sew, and sew well
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    49 people
  24. 24. manage my money more successfully
    1 entry
    40 people
  25. 25. watch all the movies on my movies list
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    19 people
  26. 26. Learn Japanese
    1 entry
    9,751 people
  27. 27. Learn a martial art
    1 entry
    1,453 people
  28. 28. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    1 entry
    18,610 people
  29. 29. Finish what I start
    2 entries
    3,845 people
  30. 30. Give more gifts for no reason
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    20 people
  31. 31. Develop lasting organizational skills
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    6 people
  32. 32. Learn to surf
    7,375 people
  33. 33. start a band
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1,881 people
  34. 34. travel to Japan
    1 entry
    736 people
  35. 35. travel to South East Asia
    2 cheers
    7 people
  36. 36. travel to South America
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    363 people
  37. 37. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    743 people
  38. 38. learn how to mix music electronically
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    12 people
  39. 39. design my own website
    261 people
  40. 40. Improve my public speaking
    26 people
  41. 41. Get my Master's Degree
    1 cheer
    1,077 people

How I did it
How to fight depression through participation in positive activities!
It took me
7 months
It made me
optimistic


How to have normal sleep hours
It took me
100 days
It made me
Happy!


How to finish my painting
It took me
45 days
It made me
Satisfied


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Fall in love (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 1 week ago

i am falling as i write this. <3 <3 <3



fight depression through participation in positive activities!
What I decided to do 4 months ago

1. Went to a therapist
2. Considered pharmaceuticals
3. joined a gym
4. started eating a little better
5. I am less depressed but feel like I still need some kind of direction. I am okay with my career and I feel “in the moment” when I am there, but I still feel like something is missing. What is it? I don’t want to live and die and wonder what it was all for. I want to feel like I am truly in sync and in touch with life. Maybe it’s my hormones? I don’t know but I miss life. I want passion again.



find my passion
Bordeom 4 months ago

will suck the life out of a person. And so will working at a 9-5 you don’t really love. It’s important to work and I do think it’s good for the soul, but I also know that my 9-5 is not my life’s work. Don’t get me wrong. I enjoy it sometimes and I dedicate much of my life to what I do during the day. But at the end of the day there is this whisper in my head that tells me I coulda, shoulda, woulda pursued my art if I wasn’t so afraid. It’s silly but I feel that I’m too old to start all over again. I teach and that is that. But I also think that if I don’t at least try to develop my art, then I will never know.

People tell me all the time that I can do both. But really I want to become more skilled and prolific is all. I feel I am mediocre at everything I do. Lately it’s been getting to me. I want to be passionate about something, anything, everything. This “boredom” or depression or whatever it is I’m experiencing is really getting to me.



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