LunarKasumi

i admit im an idiot!

i let life kick me off of how high i had gone academicly and now i’ve stood back TWICE!! im suppose to be a JUNIOR but im just a fucking sophmore!

the thing that irks me the most is that.. i understand EVERYTHING!! it suck so bad because i can easily be a high honors student but instead im confining myself to basic and academic level PURGOTORY!!

i really need to get my head in the game before i get stuck graduating with annoying kids i dont even WANT to know!

Lmao! i was just 11 when my cousin who was living with us at the time pierced my noce in the same room im typing this at! we didnt use a gun or anything tlike that.. she just took a stud earring i got from piercing my ears months in advance that had a sharp point and she cleaned the earing and area of my nose where i wanted it with alcohol swaps and she pushed the damn thing in! after a while i decided to get a hoop instead and now at 16… i still have the same damn hoop!

is it odd that although i dont even want to go to college outside of new england simply because i dont want to be away from my family, if i had the opportunity i’d move to London in an INSTANT?? i guess if i move away from my family… i might as well get as far away as possible…? does that make sense?

there’s something about London… let alone ENGLAND that just.. draws me to it and arouses me.. not in a sexual way but nontheless it does.

i have a feeling that if i go there… ill end up going other places as well… ive never really cared for traveling to different states but the concept of England and Europe just make me feel like if i do end up there.. who’s to say where else i could be..